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nerdflighter) wrote2019-03-02 09:11 am
nerdflighter) wrote2019-03-02 09:11 am
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ashkjfdhsjkhdfkas sorry im just.........having fucking Thought again about Felix and how my entire plan when designing his character was to
1. give him as much trauma as I fucking could
2. i was trying to flip the victim script - all the ways in which he's fucked up would be ridiculous and cliche if he were a girl. but he's not, and his first girlfriend was emotionally abusive and manipulative (through little fault of her own, tbf) and it's like aaaaaaaaaaaah because I really like fucking him up and i probably shouldn't bur who cares tbh.
i just wanna yell idk!!!!
1. give him as much trauma as I fucking could
2. i was trying to flip the victim script - all the ways in which he's fucked up would be ridiculous and cliche if he were a girl. but he's not, and his first girlfriend was emotionally abusive and manipulative (through little fault of her own, tbf) and it's like aaaaaaaaaaaah because I really like fucking him up and i probably shouldn't bur who cares tbh.
i just wanna yell idk!!!!
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