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I don't think my friend realizes that my goodwill is in fact exhaustible and it is especially exhaustible when I'm running on empty already. like you can't just keep digging in me for patience and kindness and comfort and give nothing back and expect that to be a sustainable state of affairs.

I wish I had more. but I fucking don't, and I'm TIRED, and if this doesn't end this relationship is going to crash and burn really hard because I only have so much to give and unless they get with that state of affairs really fucking fast I'm going to do something drastic and regrettable